Okay, so being at uni isn't my cup of tea.

Im so jealous at the moment, i am jealous of everyone single or who's shacked up with someone at uni. I fucking hate that i have to be away from the one person who really understands me. He's my best friend, my boyfriend, my family, my heart, the other piece of my which just isn't here anymore. I fucking hate being away from him, its so not easy being so far from him and having to spend days alone around other couples, i feel so left out and alone. I want to be in his arms, not laying in my single bed crying myself to sleep because i am so lonely.
I hate it now days when i don't speak to him for more than a few hours, i feel sick.
I wish i were back in London...