some kind of monster.
I seem to ruin, hurt and upset people all around me. I do, try really hard, my hardest is never good enough. I don't care what you say, i know i am not a selfish, manipulative person. i fucking struggle just as hard as you do. I may not be as strong or as confident as you but i fucking try/tried my best.
Starting from the ground up again is going to take me a long time.
A job, career, money, family, friends, helping others, travelling, boyfriend, crying, clubbing, pubbing, holidays, A PLAN. These are all the things i need to work on, get better at and just fucking DO!
Okay, Gaynor. Now you've "grown some balls", stop complaining, stop crying and feeling pathetic, just do it.
xoxo
You clearly never cared about what I said, otherwise you'd never have gone back to being the tramp you are. Ground up, pffff.
ReplyDelete, you already ensured you wouldn't be without a boyfriend. As for the other stuff, good luck finding it, and once you got it let's hope someone Fuck you over.